I will get this issue of Elle and pour over every picture of La Drew. She’s fantastic and I love that she looks like a woman and not a 10 year old boy, like most starlets…Although I could do without the butterfly tattoo. Completely. The butterfly is just too cutesy. And she doesn’t need to be showing her belly. I think if you’re over 20, it’s just cheesy. (cough cough Janet Jackson cough cough)

Still feeling like crap. Shocker. Dear pain pills…glad we’re close.

I’ve seriously been a little loopy since the weekend. Being doped up makes me feel, well, dopey, but it’s better than feeling like absolute shit and hurting everywhere. nausea, Fatigue, achy muscles. No joints though…which is weird. What isn’t weird about this stupid disease though? I’m thinking it may be a reaction to Arava. I have a doctor appointment on Friday to see what the deal is. Per usual, I’m sure there will be no answer. I need to go see a new doctor. I just need to get off my ass and do it. .(You’re so right, Aimee…) It’s criminal that I haven’t gotten a second opinion. I just winced even typing that because I need to do it.

I’m rambling.

So sad that Anna Nicole Smith’s son died. What the? I know she is a whackjob and crazy as a yardbird but that is sad.

Weeds last night did not disappoint and is definitely my favoritey favorite. For those of you not in the know, go rent Season 1 at the Blockbuster, or NetFlix or whatever the kids are using these days.

Speaking about “kids these days” I said “hey bitch” (a la Paris Hilton) to a friend  the other day thinking I was being funny because it’s always funny to my SMA pals and this woman just looked at me, in horror. I nervously laughed and said “Uh, it’s a term of endearment.” She said “It is??” and I said “Yeah, apparently a lot of kids are saying it these days.”

Um, what am I? 100? A lot of kids are saying it these days? Shoot me now. Am I turning into the mom I hated when I was a kid? The mom who tries to use kid lingo and act young? That would be tragic. Please alert me at any and all signs of this happening.

On another random note, I rented Pieces of April this weekend and I loved it. Katie Holmes is the title character, April, and before I watched it I said I would give it 10 minutes and if I couldn’t look at her without thinking of that crazy person Tom Cruise, then I would turn it off. Turns out, she was really good in it and I loved it. It made me want to have dyed hair and gothic tendencies and date a black guy who looked menacing but really had a heart of gold. I wanted to call my mom in the middle of it and tell her to rent it because I think she would like it too because she’s cool like that but I would also have to tell her not to watch with my Dad because he always thinks my suggestions are insane. (I adored Amelie and my parents went to see it and my Dad was like “What in the Sam Hell???”)